Well, there is only three weeks left of school - which will probably be the longest three years of my life. I honestly thought this year passed by fast, I just can't seem to remember a single event. of course, that doesn't bother me all that much, I really ain't the kind of person that wants to make the best out of highschool. I'll just leave that stuff for college. Highschool to me is merely a stepping stone - a period of life I need to get through in order to become successful. Even so I can hardly believe I will be a senior next year, I swear I just blinked and I was 17, the last time I even considered my age was when I was 13 (back then I was pretty happy because I was an official teenager then.)

Also, it looks like I am on another job hunt - the job at the library didn't work out so well. There just were more qualified people then me for the job, which sucks, but hey you move on.

As far as fandom goes, I got to admit I really like the whole concept of Lelouch/Rolo relationship. I even went as far as to claim them for the 30_kisses theme here at livejournal. Judging from my insane plot bunny I running around, this story is gonna be long, and to help me I deplored the themes to keep me on track. Right now, I am still in the stages of planning it, also with coming up with a name. I am still deciding what role Suzaku will play, all I know is that he will be an essential character, but I am not sure in which way. Anyhow, people look forward to this fic in the near future, I want to make it good for everyone.

So...I really need to start working on my fanfic_100 claim, I think I have been putting it off so way to long. Lelouch deserves better then that!

Anyhow I have been watching Code Geass, and I got to say the new season is absolutely thrilling me so far. Lelouch could you be anymore bad!ass? I am so glad you got your memories back. As for Rollo, well I like him, and I kinda like how he's seemingly a bad guy. Hopefully, he choses to support Lelouch and his plan in the end, I really don't want to see either brother kill each other. Also, where the heck is Nunnaly? I wonder if she somewhere within the britannian empire along side V.V. it is a possible. Suzaku seems to have lost all thought of Nunnaly, I would have really thought he rescue her by now. I guess the only thing I am looking forward to is when Lelouch founds a way to release all the captured black knights, and then it shall be sweet revenge time!

Just some other things I tend to like about the episodes. Lelouch *date outfit, you know the pink shirt with the white jacket was absolutely beautiful - he looked far to good for words. <--I think everyone can tell by now that I am a Lelouch fangirl through and through. Also I am surprised Lelouch could cook! I mean I thought he would literally suck at it. I mean come on, he was a prince and later on he had maids doing everything for him - I bet he hasn't had to cook a day in his life. But no, he there cooking for Milly and making Shirley and Rivalz look bad, lol.

Anyhow enough the giant Code Geass rant - I need to get back to work! Also, I need to work on my school assignments my grades are starting to drop and make me look bad.

I have to admit that I am quite terrible at updating this journal. It has been what? a few weeks, hopefully no one thought I had gone off and died. Anyhow, for a few updates I finally got my wii back from nintendo and was able to play ssbb. The game is absolutely awesome and I can't be happier with it. I must admit pit is a great character not to mention he is absolutely adorable and Link has gotten a lot better then before. I think I'll play him again. Though, I think I will stick with my main Peach from melee. I just know moves inside and out, and pretty much kick butt with her. Though I am no pro - at least not yet - but I am getting there.

Been battling some folks online and I haven't lost to badly yet, everyone I have been fighting seems to be at my skill level which is good. I have been experiencing some lag, but it hasn't really ruined my game experience at all. I am thinking of starting up an account over at Brawlcentral in order to fight more skilled fighters, but my brother kind of doesn't want me to. he uses the site to battle poeple, and he tells me I can't start an account. I am not sure why he won't let me, but I think its because either I am a Peach player (who people really don't take seriously,) or maybe he is scared that I will outshine him - who knows really. I am gonna see if I can found some people to battle me some time later, maybe I will actually get slaughtered this time around!

As far as anime goes, Code Geass is proving to be interesting. I need to warn everyone though, since the series is new and all - this little rant will contain some spoilers for the series, so if you haven't watched it yet please don't read this. So anyhow, Lelouch has lost some of his memories, and now has a little brother named Rollo. What happened to Nunnally, well the world will found out later I suppose. However, I know she isn't dead (atleast not yet) because I witnessed some new magazines scans of her showing off her new and pretty outfit. Suzaku, of course is being all angsty, and saying that he will be the one to kill Lelouch. I can't wait for their inevitable confrontation, it proves to be a fun one. Also I want to see some more Lelouch/C.C. because they make a cute couple. Kallen in her bunny outfit was hot! by the way. Last, but not least, I think I am developing some kind of love for the whole Rollo and Lelouch thing, I mean they look so good together. Can't wait for episode 2!

Another anime I am getting back into is Kyou Kara Maou, but I do believe I need an entire new post for that one. So until next time!

I was hoping that my spring break would run through with absolutely no worries - but I was terribly wrong. It seems that when I went into my back pack just to clean it out, I had a mountain of work that needed to be done by Monday. It was a god thing that I discovered this today, and not say, Sunday when I would have really been screwed. I just believe that its a bit funny that I didn't remember I had homework at all - well I suppose that is the joy of spring break.

So here is my lovely do to list. I have to read a full chapter from my history textbook and answer questions on it. I have to finish the back side of a paper for English - not to mention finish up reading The Great Gastby. Then I just need to finish up the study guide and stuff for Anatomy, which I don't wanna do. Its just a chapter on blood, that I am not to interested in. Some news for tomorrow though, I am going to apply for a job as a pager for a library much closer to home. This will save me gas in the long one, and the small commute will be better on me anyhow. I am somehow nervous though, even though I have been through interviews before. The other thing I got planned tomorrow is sitting in with my mother as she goes to the doctor, should proved to be a very slow day. I am thinking that we will be there for a good portion of the day, which just ruins my Thursday.

I guess the only thing I can be happy about is Code Geass, since the new season is fast approaching. I just got done with the first season, and I due have my thoughts on it. But since I need to head to bed and get some rest I don't really have the time to type about it. So perhaps tomorrow then, goodnight.

Title: Snow Angels.
Fandom: Code Geass
Characters: Lelouch, C.C., Nunnally.
Prompt: 067:Snow
Word Count: 2747
Rating: PG-13 for Lelouch’s bad mouth.
Summary: C.C. wants to Lelouch to take her out outside and play in the snow, Nunnally tags along.
Author's Notes: None, unless you somehow don’t know who C.C. is.Table can be found Here.

( Snow Angels )  
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Snow Angels
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“Lelouch, do you know why the snow is white?”

He didn’t know the answer to that question, and at the time he honestly didn’t care. The war at Narita was fast approaching, and hearing C.C.’s weird and twisted logic just didn’t garner his interest at the time.

C.C. however, seemed oddly serious about what she was saying, and not once did he see her default bored expression cross her face. Instead it was replaced with a solemn look, a face that seemed to have all the wisdom that only one might possess if they had lived for over a hundred years.

“Because it has forgotten what color it once was.”

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Lelouch was awakened prematurely from his slumber by the soft sound of bare feet padding against his bed room floor. He wearily opened his left eye just in time to catch the sight of white before it disappeared from his view. C.C., Lelouch thought disdainfully, wondering what could have possible caught the interest of that warped women’s mind so early in the morning.

Suppressing a loud yawn, Lelouch supported himself up right on one elbow, the covers slipping to pool around his bare torso. With one hand he rubbed at his tired eyes feeling just a bit agitated that he had been awoken so early. Damn that women, why didn’t she sleep like other normal people. With the way she had indulged herself with pizza last night, the amber eyed girl should have been out like a light - but no, here she was prancing around his room like some sort of ballerina.

Lelouch narrowed his violet eyes, looking up to found C.C standing at his open window with her small back turned towards him. He had to resist the urge to shiver as the cold air from outside pushed its way into his room and touched his warm chest. Lelouch hissed, catching a glimpse of dark clouds covering the sky. That was indeed a bad sign, that could only mean a storm would be coming later.

C.C. - much to Lelouch’s displeasure - didn’t seem the least bit fazed by the cold air circulating through the room. It blew gently through her long bright green locks as she leaned in close to the window and allowed her small hand to press against the screen.

“It’s snowing,” she stated in a soft whisper, letting her hand slip from the screen. Lelouch slowly threw his legs over the bed and stood up. Hesitantly, he approached the smaller girl from behind, stopping when there was only a inch between them. He looked over her head to catch the beautiful sight of bright white clumps of snow falling from the sky.

“Beautiful isn’t it?” He found himself asking, placing one hand on the wall beside the window. C.C. paused before she answered, her face remaining stoically blank.

“It was once beautiful,” she replied in a distance voice. It was as if she was remembering some secret moment from her past, and Lelouch turned curious eyes down at her. He knew it wasn’t exactly his place to pry, but somehow when it came to C.C., he couldn’t quite help himself.

“What do you mean by ‘once beautiful’?” Lelouch took a step back when C.C. abruptly turned to face him, her eyes hard and unreadable. She stared him down for what seemed like hours, even though it was only a few painful seconds.

“Does it really matter now?” There was an hard edge to her voice, a bitterness that had matured over decades. Lelouch hated the feeling of guilt that coiled within his stomach and with a look of annoyance turned away. C.C. against her will smiled at this and with light steps closed the distance between them and wrapped her arms around Lelouch’s waist.

All the animosity that the in-human girl radiated before had seemed to completely fade away as she tightened her grip on the former prince’s waist. Lelouch involuntarily tensed in her arms, his violet eyes impossibly wide.

“C.C-” He began only to be cut off when she spoke.

“Take me outside, Lelouch.” She forcibly turned him around in her grasp to stare into his eyes. With a sly look she leaned closer, and whispered to him. “I want to play in the snow, even if its only for a little while.” Her eyes, though blank as they always were, held an underline pleading tone to them.

It was almost like the time in the cave when she pleaded for him to say her name again in a lover’s tone of voice. When C.C. made request like this - no more like demands - he couldn’t refuse them. A part of him wanted to always be there for her, even if he thought she was sick in the head most of the time.

Something passed between them as they stared into each other’s eyes, and neither one of them could identify what it was. Perhaps it was understanding - the feeling that despite their horrendous past all they wanted to do now was live and pursue a goal of happiness. It was an dream that both of them had in common, and that was where this bond of a ‘partnership’ had possible came from.

Lelouch smiled and reached out and took her hand. “Yes, I will.” That was all the answered she needed as she stepped away from the window and allowed the young boy to get dressed. When Lelouch was fully clothed in a dark jacket and long pants, he led them out of his room.

“I hope you don’t mind me bringing Nunnally along,” Lelouch said, directing them out towards the living room. C.C. shook her head and comfortably laid herself down on the couch as Lelouch ran back up the stairs to get his sister. He didn’t worry about their maid taking notice of C.C. downstairs, the women was currently on vacation for the day visiting her family.

“Nunnally,” he called, knocking as gently as he could on the door. When there was no answer, Lelouch opened it only to spot his sister sitting up in her bed and staring at a spot on the wall. There was a small smile on her face as she moved her head into the direction she thought Lelouch to be.

“Brother,” she called in greeting, seeming to instantly know it was him. Lelouch walked to the side of her bed and sat on it, reaching out to touch his sister’s hand.

“Why didn’t you answer when I called you?” He asked, squeezing her hand. Nunnally gave him an apologetic smile, not knowing that she was actually gazing passed her brother’s head.

“Sorry, I was just so excited to know that it was snowing.” Lelouch blinked, surprised that Nunnally even knew that fact. His poor sister was blind, there was absolutely no way she could have noticed the snow.

However, there a old saying that stated when a person losses one of their five senses that others senses grow miraculously stronger. Was it possible that Nunnally sensed that it was snowing today? Or did she notice the sudden decrease in temperature. Somehow Lelouch didn’t have the heart to ask her that right at the moment.

“Would you like to go out and play in the snow, Nunnally?” He asked in a gentle tone, and felt a warmth seep into his heart when his little sister nodded her head vigorously. Lelouch lifted her up from under the covers and helped her get ready.

He looked away when she dressed herself, and helped her along when she started having difficulties. Normally, helping your sister dress would have been an awkward thing for a brother to do, but between them that feeling didn’t exist.

Lelouch placed her on her chair, and together they moved out the room and down the stairs. C.C. appeared to not have moved at all as Lelouch and his sister came into the living. She stared at them with her penetrating amber eyes, and Lelouch grabbed her arm, hauling her body from the couch.

“Is C.C. coming with us?” Nunnally asked in an excited tone, one again somehow knowing who it was present within the room.

“Yes," Lelouch answered her, keeping a firm grip on the in-human girl’s arm as they all moved passed the living room’s doors. Once outside, Lelouch was forced to zip up his coat and do the same for Nunnally. His little sister soon after that took off into the snow, her wheels being practically beneath the snow. Lelouch laughed, and went out to assist his sister, knowing that she couldn’t possible go that far with her chair.

“Brother, I want to make snow angels.” Nunnally said, lifting her arms up just as Lelouch rounded on her. He bent down and removed some of the snow from the chair’s wheels, shacking his head.

“You might catch a cold Nunnally, I don’t want you laying in the snow.”

C.C. suddenly came from seemingly out of nowhere, leaning her head on Lelouch’s right shoulder. “Don’t be mean, let her do it. I want to do some as well.” Lelouch growled and pushed C.C. away, seeming to changing his mind as he stood up and lifted his sister out of her chair.

Nunnally laughed and laid down in the snow, moving her arms up and down in some kind arc. She was unable to make the angel’s legs however, so Lelouch moved her legs aside to do that for her. While his sister squealed delightfully at the coldness of the snow, Lelouch looked over at C.C. to see that she was doing the same.

Somehow watching C.C. make an angel in the snow seemed utterly ridiculous. The girl was far from an angel herself, but kneeling there watching her now he almost thought differently. C.C. radiated this light - a light that almost seemed pure as she laid their with her blank expression. Her hair was laid out below her like a blanket and her white suit glowed as bright as the snow itself. C.C. at that moment looked almost like an angel.

“Brother,” the sound of Nunnally calling him alerted him to her presence. Lelouch nearly cursed himself for allowing her to lay to long in the snow, his poor sister might have been gone nearly numb within a few minutes.

“Sorry, Nunnally.” He picked her up and placed her back in her seat, not noticing the snow ball in his sister’s tiny hand. “Will you make a snow angel too?” She asked him as she situated herself.

Lelouch looked out at the snow and frowned, not really wanting to lay in the snow and possible catch a cold. He didn’t want to go out and do Zero business with a cold, imagine how his super cool voice would be effected.

“Come and join me Lelouch,” C.C. called from her position in the snow, a little smile on her face. If Lelouch knew any better, he would almost think that the women was taunting him. He looked back towards his sister to see her smile at him and he sighed in a defeated way, lifting himself off of his knee to go and join C.C.

When he reached her side, he glared down at her in an almost accusing way. The amber eyed girl looked back up at him with an innocent expression as Lelouch laid down beside her. From there he proceeded to lamely make four arcs, a sour expression on his face as he stopped and sat up.

“Your angel is messy.” C.C. observed, sitting up with him. Lelouch growled, wiping the snow off his coat.

“Your one to talk, you bitch.” He hissed, shacking his head to get rid of the snow in his air. “You certainly are no angel.”

“And neither are you.” She countered, and they once again shared a look of understanding between them. There shared gaze was only broken when suddenly Lelouch heard his name being called. He turned his head away only to be met with a snow ball landing squarely on his right shoulder.

With wide eyes, Lelouch observed the culprit to be none other then his little sister, Nunnally. Who just so happened to still have her right arm outstretched from her throw. “Nunnally!” Lelouch cried, in surprise, only to earn him a loud girlish laugh from his sister.

Seeming to pick up on the idea, C.C. gathered some snow in her hand and without warning turned Lelouch around to shove it in his face. “That it was you get for calling me a bitch.” She said, mashing the cold substance further into his beautiful face for good measure.

Nunnally laughed even louder, holding her stomach.

Lelouch swore at that moment that he was seeing red, and that wasn’t because of his Geass powers. He furiously wiped the snow from his face and tackled C.C. into the snow, who went down with little to no fight. They simply wrestled with each other for the remainder of the day, and C.C. seemed to be enjoying herself as she smashed another lump of snow into the prince’s face.

All the while, Nunnally sat by with a worried expression on her face, wondering what exactly was going on.

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A little later on in the day, when the snow was still falling, Lelouch received a phone call. He was tiredly laid up on his bed, his little wrestling match with C.C. in the snow having him entirely spent. The said girl was sitting on the end of his bed, her arms wrapped around her teddy bear as she watched him closely.

Lelouch at first, had the incentive to just ignore the call, but he figured he should at least see who was calling. He slowly flipped his phone open, and read the name displayed in bright letters.

Suzaku.

Without hesitating, he answered the call and was greeted with his best friend’s bright voice. “Lelouch, where are you? The student council is having a huge snow fight!” Lelouch resisted the urge to groan at the words ‘snow fight’ his body seeming to ache at the mere memory of his own with C.C.

“You have to come over right away!” Suzaku continued, somehow unaware of Lelouch’s silence. The prince, however, was in his right mind to say 'no', but he realized he needed to go and attend his responsibility at the school some time today.

“I’ll be over right away,” Lelouch said with a sigh, smiling as a sudden thought came up. “Just curious who is winning?”

“Oh," Suzaku sounded suddenly very proud. “I am, but I don’t think Rivalz is going to give up. Shirley and Nina left a long time ago, along with Milly. Kallen hasn’t showed up today.”

It was a very good thing Kallen hadn’t showed up, she would have probably taken the opportunity to show Suzaku what she could really do. It was a good thing she was to tired to go to school today, and it was all thanks to Zero’s rigorous nightly activities.

“Alright, I’ll be there in a bit. Good bye, Suzaku.”

“Bye.” Suzaku said, and Lelouch could barely hear Rivalz in the background shouting some profanity at Suzaku just before he hung up. Sometimes things just never change.

“Your leaving now?” C.C. asked, watching as Lelouch stood up. The dark haired boy nodded, and walked towards the door. “Try not to get your ass handed to you by your friend.” Was all the parted words she gave him, and Lelouch had to resist the urge to turn around and tackle her.

Though, it was true, Suzaku was going to annihilate him in the snow fight - like he always did.

With a look close to almost fear, Lelouch opened the door and walked out. When the bed room door closed behind Lelouch, C.C. walked over towards the window and kept watch until she saw Lelouch leave the house hold. A melancholy looked suddenly crossed her face as she leaned her head against the closed window, her mind once again floating to the past she wished would just disappear.

“You are no angel.”
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Ending Notes: The first post to my fanfic100 claim. Hoped everyone liked it - now only 99 more to go. Should be fun, I suppose.

A 100 fanfics centered around our anti-hero/prince/student himself, Lelouch Lamperouge also known as Lelouch Vi Britannia. If anyone thinks I'm nuts, well your probably right. I am even scolded myself as I type. So without further rambling, here is the big ass table.
( Click this wonderful LJ cut to see. )

So for the good news today I am feeling all better now!

Actually, I have been feeling better now for almost a week and a half but I was to lazy to come on and tell everyone. By the way these is my new journal. My old name sukutai just didn't feel all that much anymore. If anyone was actually curious sukutai is actually the african word for hug, and since I liked hugs (from my mom) I wanted to use the name. However, I realized that I didn't like the name to much anyway and changed it to morose_doll. Morose means unsociable and sullen which is pretty much sums of me half the time. Not so much sullen though - I am in no way depressed at all, actually I am happy with myself. But unsociable hits the spot. I am a loner hald the time, and that doesn't seem like it will be changing any time soon.

My grades have approved at school, thank goodness for that. My B in my math class and changed to a low A, which I am very happy about. So right now I have my all A thing going, english might changed that though. I had a stupid persuasive essay to write in class, and I just think I screwed myself over by forgetting to put in my works citied page (opps!)

Anyhow this past week has been good. I attended my state conference last week for Deca - international league of marketing students - and ranked second in my state for the category of Business Law and Ethics. I can go to nationals which will be in Atlanta Georgia this year, but my mother and father told me that I couldn't go. They don't want me leaving the state, which is reasonable. Even though I deserve the spot, I really had no problem in allowing 4th place to move up and take my spot. 4th place was a sweet girl that cried after the award session because she didn't make top 3 (they only take the top 3 from each category to go back to nationals.)So when I told her she could have my spot she practically sobbed and cried at my feet - I was embarrassed to say the least, but I am happy for her.

Now that I am feeling better its about damn time I contribute to my damn fandoms. Screw you writers block!

So yeah, my sinuses are still killing me.

And yet, I am still struggling day by day to get up in the morning and be productive. But being sick for about five weeks now is beginning to take a toll on my mental and physical health. I sleep a lot more then normal, also I am drinking about a gallon of water a day (this is in part to serria telling me that its about the healthiest thing you can do). I been down to the UMC recently (quick care, basically) and had to wait the waiting room for about five hours - it seems there are more sick people lately then anyone could imagine. When I went in and saw the doctor he practically just gave me some nasal spray (not the evil kind that gives you bad after effects) but a good one and some antibiotics. They have yet to work, but I am just hoping they can relieve me somewhat with in the next couple of days.

I sort of had a mental break down yesterday. I was sitting in math class, and the teacher is passing back all our assignments from the pass chapter. I sort of notice that my homework assignments’ grades are much lower then normal, and that is to be expected. I mean I been so tired lately, that I don’t have the energy really to worry about my assignments anymore. My test score was very high - thank goodness, so that saved my grade.

Over all my score in the class went from an 103% to a an 89%. Going from an A to a B doesn’t seem like such a big deal, but to me it does because I know I can do better. My teacher expressed a lot of disappointment in me, and I felt really bad. I absolutely hate it when people are disappointed in me, and the fact that I was feeling really sick just got to me I guess. After school I just sat down and cried - just tired I suppose of being sick and struggling.

I didn’t tell my teacher though that I have been sick for a long time, he would have just taken it as an excuse.

I called my mother soon after this and she picked me up. My mother was very supportive and almost went back into the school and yelled at my teacher. I wouldn’t let her do that of course, I just didn’t feel like having the unnecessary drama.

There is some more I wish to type about, but I feel this entry is long enough. I discuss all about the deca conference I participated in the next time I type an entry.

Whenever I feel better I’ll be sure to start working on all the plot bunnies I have in my head. That includes the multi-chaptered LxLight fic (yeah, the one I talked about earlier) its still being worked on. And very much in the planning stage.

After about a week or two I decided it was about time to post.

Don't be surprised if I go and dissapear again, it seems to be a huge hobby of mine nowadays.

Anyhow, I have been sick as hell for the past couple of weeks. During the time of final exams I had a massive cold that had my noes running. Then a week later I caught a fever that kept me in bed for three days - that was weekend before this last on. And now I am currently running a sore throat with the most annoying and painful coughs ever. It is normal to be these damn sick? I mean I don't get sick often, but this seems down right ridiculous.

Because of this, though I have taken a slightly different approach to insuring that I don't get this badly sick anymore. I now take women a day vitamin supplements (something I didn't do before, but now I am), also I have been a lot more active in sports and such, and my diet has changed drastically.

I need to stay away from the donuts and cake and settle on eating more oranges and healthier things. When ever I do get a craving for something sweet, I just drink water. It seems to work for me, and I can say for the past week I have been very successful keeping to this new health plan.

I hope next winter sickness isn't as worst as these years. That's all I ask for.

Oh, sort of off topic. I watched the recent death note episode, I think it was fifteen, and I had to laugh at the one scene in which L steals Misa phone. Also I found myself once again questioning if it was legal to strap Misa down to a bed the way they did - I mean she was a suspect and nothing more. I mean, they hadn't actually confirmed that she was the second Kira. And then not giving her anything! Now that was insane, all in all I think it was better that she lost her memories. Can't wait for the next episode, promises to be a good one.

For some odd reason this week passed by faster then I expected. It probably has something to do with the fact that I had some major projects to do during this week. It seems when you have assignments due, the days comes faster in order to stress you out! Well, I am just glad that the weekend is here, but that doesn't exactly mean I can relax. I have gotten a ton of review material to go over, since my teachers are kind enough to give us a study guide.

The only test I am really worrying about is Anatomy. The study guide is freakin huge, and I am not really sure if I can memorize every single thing. Thank goodness for semester final for this course is on Thursday, so I have a bit of time :)

Right now I want to write something, and I have a plot bunny going through my head. However, right now I am not that fond of my writing ability. Seeing all the other great authors makes me feel slightly intimidated. Here's some ideas I have.

Death Note: This is just the jist of the story, since I don't have the entire story planned out. Medieval england, Light is a regular student studying to become a priest, his father is a assistant to the current King of England, and ia also serving as a council member. Light hates the world as it is now (which is typical) and wants it to change. Since he lacks the power, he decides do a little research. Going through a thousands of relegious books, Light founds an old book that tells the story of "L" the monster hidden within the forest. Light decides to enlist the help of "L" to get rid of conspirators within the kingdom, and ultimately become the new GOD.

For some odd reason this week passed by faster then I expected. It probably has something to do with the fact that I had some major projects to do during this week. It seems when you have assignments due, the days comes faster in order to stress you out! Well, I am just glad that the weekend is here, but that doesn't exactly mean I can relax. I have gotten a ton of review material to go over, since my teachers are kind enough to give us a study guide.

The only test I am really worrying about is Anatomy. The study guide is freakin huge, and I am not really sure if I can memorize every single thing. Thank goodness for semester final for this course is on Thursday, so I have a bit of time :)

Right now I want to write something, and I have a plot bunny going through my head. However, right now I am not that fond of my writing ability. Seeing all the other great authors makes me feel slightly intimidated. Here's some ideas I have.

Death Note: This is just the jist of the story, since I don't have the entire story planned out. Medieval england, Light is a regular student studying to become a priest, his father is a assistant to the current King of England, and ia also serving as a council member. Light hates the world as it is now (which is typical) and wants it to change. Since he lacks the power, he decides do a little research. Going through a thousands of relegious books, Light founds an old book that tells the story of "L" the monster hidden within the forest. Light decides to enlist the help of "L" to get rid of conspirators within the kingdom, and ultimately become the new GOD.

Schools in section.
Ah, yes I am back in school and I can't say that I am entirely happy about it. Actually on Sunday I was quite depressed about going back to school - so much so I contemplated not going at all. I don't really hate school, its just that there are a lot of screwed up people there that I rather not interact with. Plus, good old school drama is never something I look forward to anyway. Well, the first day back wasn't has bad as I expected it to be. I was thinking that I would get a ton of work and probably wouldn't even be able to get on the internet until the weekend, but that is clearly not the case. I am able to manage with the work I have right now - an project to due on Thursday for American Lit Honors. Then two packets are due on Friday for Anatomy Honors, while at this point I forgot what else I have to do. Its not much, I am pretty sure because if it was, then I would remembered it!

That's really all I have to blog about today, but since I don't feel like getting started on my homework, I am going to continue to fill this post with some random little fact about me. The first thing you might found completely unbelievable about me is that I have NEVER once had a boyfriend in my life. I have been asked out a lot in my life, but I always say no. I just feel that a boyfriend would only slow me down or distract me from my education - so I haven't really done to much in the dating department, nor have I ever kissed. Some may think this is sad, but I don't. At sixteen, a tender age and pretty much the age everyone starts dating, I am happy to say that I am practicing abstinence.

I had so much free time this passed few days, that I actually sat down and dug through my old tapes filled with anime shows. I started recording the old anime shows that came on Toonami way back when I was like six or seven years old. I honestly can't believe its been like ten years since I started watching anime, and I think its about time I did a little anniversary. My first anime I ever watched on television was of course Sailor Moon, and man did I love this series. I used to collect the card games, and I even wanted my mother to style my hair like Sailor Moon. Looking back, I really can't believe I was such a dork :), but this series did open my eyes to all kinds of anime in general. Some other series I watched back then include Dragon Ball Z, G Gundam, and pretty much all the shows that came on Toonami.

Chances were if they didn't come on Toonami, I would have never heard of them. After Sailor Moon came to an end, I had a lapse and didn't watch anime that much. That hole was filled shows such as wrestling and etc. When Rurouni Kenshin started airing, I gave anime another try and I never regretted it. Rurouni Kenshin was an awesome series, and I have the entire show on tape. I was watching the Kyoto arc just now, until I decided to come on the computer and type this entry.

After Rurouni Kenshin, I started to watch of course - NARUTO and this was perhaps the most addicting series of them all. I couldn't wait for them to appear on Toonami, so I downloaded all the episodes - via subs and all. After I was done watching the entire part 1, I went back and recorded the english episodes. The reason why I record all my favorite anime shows is because my computer is fickle, and there is no telling when it will just drop dead and due. If that were to happen, then I would be left with no anime for days - perhaps months. So this was my quick and easy solution. While I watched Naruto, I also a few episodes of Prince of Tennis, Mar and Bleach, all are shows that everyone loved, but I had a really hard time getting into, sadly.

I guess the only things I watched while I was still indulged with Naruto were some yaoi series such as Loveless, Yami no Matsuei, Sukisyo, and recently Gakuen Heaven. But of course this were far to short to really get into, and it seemed nothing was able to grab my attention away from Naruto.

That was until this came....

Aww, yes the show that had almost everyone talking at my school, how can anyone deny that Death Note is an awesome series. I am currently following the series on Adult Swim, and got to say L and Light and all their smart hotness caught me and captivated me. This was the one show that actually pulled me out of my NARUTO-IS-EVERYTHING fix and got me back on the right track.

So my major two loves right now: Death Note and Naruto, and what an odd combination they are. I also watch some Romeo and Juliet on the side - which is a great anime show by the way.

Before we get to the image, I think it is the time to post another small blog entry. So anyhow today was rather boring as nothing really happened. All I did was sit in front of the computer and browse some websites (some very naughty sites, but hey this is what I do when I am bored.)And contemplate some things in my life.

Though I am only sixteen, I still feel like time is gaining up on me and I can no longer just sit still and have fun. Of course, most people don't decide on what they are going to do with their lives until they reach 25, but I don't think I can wait that long. I am the kind of person that likes to know what is going to happen and have everything planned out ahead of time. Of course you can't plan everything out, but it would be nice to have some sort of plan.

However, my mother told me that I shouldn't worry so much about my career and such now, since I do indeed have some time. She wants me to just have fun for now, and just be a kid. So I of course took her advice and went to browse some more on the internet.

During my journey I came across a rather interesting photo on photo bucket. I tend to surf there from time to time to entertain my boredom and I came across this rather funny manga shot of both L and Light. It was the scene in which L was following Light up the stairs.

( Since the picture is so damn huge is needs to be under a cut )

I guess I had my fair share of silliness today, I guess its time I get back to going some homework. Anatomy has been major source of stress this pass week. We had to dissect fetal pigs, first by skinning them and then cutting them open. Surprisingly, I wasn't entirely disgusted by the ordeal, I was more terrified then anything else when I had to touch the pig - but after a while I actually found myself quite comfortable. However, if we have any more major dissections this year, I think I am going to lose my mind. It took all of my will power just to stand there and endure the process, and I don't think I can take another one. Anyhow, I have a test next week, which makes me quite nervous despite having a pretty good knowledge of all the muscle and bone tissue.

Moving on to more interesting things. I have many different plotbunnies running around in my mind and can't seem to get rid of them. A Death Note L/Light fic is one of my first priorities to write down, this of course includes getting my fanfic100 claim done and over with. Then I wish to write a NejiHina fic, which should prove to be quite fun. I can't exactly tell you the plots quite yet (since its not quite worked out entirely in my head) and also to be honest I am just to lazy to. But do keep an eye out for them - I believe once their posted I will be hunting like a whore for some reviews.

Over all, I got to say Christmas was absolutely amazing this year. I got a lot more then I expected, and I am happy with it all. So here is the complete list of things I got, which totals to be about 5 presents. (Most of everything was packaged together, cause my mother was super lazy, not that I am complaining or anything, it just made it harder to guess what the presents were.)

- A rolling chair
- Two sweaters (both white and blue) and then a jacket.
- A package of Celine Dione perfume.
-Also Persona 3 and Trauma Center New Blood.
Here's the pictures of my two beautiful new games.


** Then my last present, which I consider to be the best of all - 4 new manga volumes4 new manga volumes. I got volume 16 and 17 of Fruits Basket, and volumes 6 and 7 of Loveless. I spent majority of Christmas reading these books, and I couldn't be happier.

Then the retarded party came.
Although Christmas was good, I can't say the same thing for the after party we had to go to. My very kind aunt decided to host a party at her house. I don't actually know my family on my father's side, so everyone is pretty much a mystery to me. I saw my two older girl cousins Ashley and Amy after like ten years - so it was a surprise to me to learn that they were twenty, my mind was still thinking they were 8.

My half sisters Brenda and Nina were there as well, but I didn't talk to them very much. We danced and had fun, but it was awkward to me - maybe because I haven't seen the majority of these people since I was a small child. Also, some brawls did break out between a few family members, so everything didn't go as smoothly as I had wanted it to. It just makes me think when things happen like this, would it have been better if we just stayed home. What was the point going to these little parties and having to deal with all this drama. I just think if you dread going to see your family during the holidays, then just don't go.